tgk gambar kat tepi nie

da bgtau apa yang terjadi

kenapa blog da tak update

sebenarnya aku confuse

ape lagi nak ditulis

da bosan nak tulis pasal

perasaan jiwa dan raga

tade pe yang berubah pun

aderlaa sket2 rase lega

then rase balik

penat !!

dats y laa da 4 5 hari tak update..

btw tadk kuar ngan abah

abah ajk g tgk org lemas kat dungun

ader org lemas kat sini ptg tadi

masa kiteorg pg kat tmpt kejadian

dalam kol8 mlm lebih

stil tak jupe mangsa

mangsa dua orang

adik beradik kembar

lelaki umor 9thn

al kesah nya macam nie

ptg tadik si kembar dengan

dua beradik yang lain

pg main pantai

si kembar neh mana

dua org yng lain

duk carik remis jer

tup tup

nmpk terkapai-kapai

budak dua org yang

duk ralik cari remis neh

gugup terkejut beruk pun ader

macam2 perasaan laa

nasib baik diorang berpikir panjang

terus pergi dapatkan prtolongan

jup org jogging

tapi org jogging buat taktau

mayb sebab budak2 kan

mungkin diorang igt main2

then g panggil org kat

restoren di seberang

time tu salah seorang dari kembar

da jauh di tarik ombak

hanya nmpk seorang jer

yang duk berusaha keras

namun segalanya macam

da tercatat kan

dua dua hilang dipandangan

taktau la pe nak jadi

kesian kat family mangsa

yela dalam sekelip mata

dua orang anak sekaligus hilang

dua dua lelaki pulak tuh

tu la kan orang kata

malang tak berbau

sapa sangka

adik beradik kita

yang baru jer duk gaduh

dengan kita

baru je duk main kepala kite

tap2 da takda..

Huh..

oleh yang demikian..

dengan saki baki hidup yang ada..

hargai laa adik beradik anda sumer..

luangkanlah masa btol2..

sape tau esok mungkin kita da takda..

giler babas lawa laptop neh..

pak sedara aku da pakai neh..

macam giler2 lawa..

harga pun mesti mahal kan..

nak hrp org bagi free..jangan harap kan..

so skrg duk kata dalam hati..

"takpe minggu depan kuar laptop

lagik lawa..hehe"

Hey readers,
Its already 2.09am right now
Im not sleeping yet
Don’t know why
It just that my eyes are working
hard tonite eit
well, I planned to post about
money management earlier
however afta watching
the movie starring Sandra Bullock
‘ ALL ABOUT STEVE ‘
I feel more attracted to share
What I got from that movie
I thought it might be a boring
Stereotype film like ‘THE UGLY TRUTH’
Well it turns out to be like
An inspiration movie
To share,
Its about a woman who
Can be classified as weirdo
Or people who love to do
Unusual things
Wearing the red boots
Acting so-not-normal
She’s really strange dowh
But at last the odds of her
Color the true herself
Back to reality
How many of you can actually
Accept those weirdoes
With an open arm ?
Not many, I believe
And how many of you
Pretending not-to-be yourself
Bcoz the people out there
Tell you to change
Most of you, I believe
That’s how it works baby
Have you ever think that
Your oddness can actually
Shape you to be a good person
And color the true you?
Have it crossed your mind
That your act of
Pretending-to-be-others
Is so-not-cool
Well we have to accept the fact
That we are too afraid to hear
Or receive others’ perceptions
So do I sometimes
That’s why I always feel like
How heaven it would be
If I can do anything without the need
To consider others’ view
Or opinions or reactions
Well apart from that
Every comment and critic
I take it as constructive comment
I just cant be like I wish to
I just cant do anything that I want
Its not like im afraid of criticisms
But Im just avoiding
Certain relatives or family members
To be ashamed or embarrassed
With my acts and attitudes
I believe family is my priority
So do others
Denying the facts
That you have to be yourself
When it involves family
Its even more worth it
And good
Instead of being a sinner
For the rest of your life
To summarize,
Control your behavior
Know your limits
Understand yourself
Be yourself
Do unto others as you would
Have them do unto you

Juz received a comment
Bout my bad behavior
Well I feel relieved
At least I know which part of me
Is not okay and absolutely
I will change that
To be better and better
Thanks to her
Lately, ive been thinking
Bout the attitude of human
Where we could never ever be satisfied
With what we have so far
So do i
Saya tak pernah rasa puas
Walaupun macam dah dapat apa
Yang saya mahu
Saya akan minta yang lain pula
Inilah ragam kita
Bagi saya, it’s a good thing laa
Kalau kita mudah rasa puas
Maknanya kita dah rasa kita sudah
Cukup sempurna
Tiada lagi cacat celanya
Bila adanya rasa tidak puas,tidak cukup
Itu menunjukkan bahawa kita
Ni tidak sempurna
Kita perlukan perubahan
Kita perlukan improvement
Tapi dalam masa yang sama
Kita bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada
Kita tidak takbur
Tidak berlagak
Tidak kufur nikmat
Semua orang sama
Bohonglaa jika ada yang nak deny
Kenyataan ini
Tak kira siapa anda
Miskin mahupun kaya
Ustaz ataupun peyangak
Same jer !!
Dan kadang2 kita usaha byk mana pun
Kita still tak dapat genggam apa yang kita nak
Begitu juga saya
Im used to be a debater before
Tapi tiada apa yang berubah dalam diri saya
MUET saya masih lagi band 3
Band 3 dan band 3
( daa 3kali repeat..kalau laa boleh tambah
semua..dah jadik 9 neh )
Accent saya masih jugak tak berubah
I cant enunciate words clearly
After dua tahun laa kan mencuba
Sudah tidak boleh
I decided to step out from debate club
Bukan saya give up
Cuma I think I need to try something else
Begitulaa cerita hidup saya
Tak pernah puas
Orang kata ‘hey at least you can speak in English’
Tapi saya nak juga jadik macam English Man
Cakap macam giler babas hebat
Orang kata ‘hey at least you can write in English’
Tapi saya nak juga jadik macam Shakespears
Yang boleh buat syair sendiri
Sepanjang dalam debate
I found many debaters,with different accents and vocabs
Best jer dengar diorang cakap
I wish to be like them
But nantilaa saya cuba belajar slow2
Skrg banyak benda sgt nak kena buat
Pointer dah jatuh
Sem depan kena tingkatkan usaha
Saya malas belajar
Saya bukan yang jenis mudah ‘pick up’
Saya juga takda photographic memory
Tapi saya nak Berjaya
Saya nak 4.0
Macam mana tu??
Adakah saya hanya beromong kosong??
Mungkin !!!
Namun saya percaya
Dalam kemalasan saya ini
There’s a thing that good in me
Saya suka jadi tolol
Maksud tolol kat sini mcm be free
Tak nerd..tak gangster..tak ulat buku..
Saya suka diri saya yang pakat lepas je
Saya tahu ada orang tak suka
Tapi itulah saya tak tahu macam mana nak berubah
Mungkin ada yang nak bantu ??
Saya taknak berubah
Tapi jika ada yang mahu
Apa salahnya mencuba..

Korang pernah ke rasa

Macam segala pengorbanan anda

Tak dihargai malahan langsung

Tak dititikberatkan oleh

Oleh yang menerima impak

Baik dari pengorbanan anda ??

Some of you might just nod ur head

And some of you might not..

But as a human,

We cant avoid ourself

From being tak dihargai

And sometimes you might have

Done the same thing when there’s

Someone yang berkorban untuk

Anda juga..

That’s a cycle of life..

Sometimes you’re up and

Sometimes you’re down

And you can deny that

Korang takleh dengan mudahnya

Toleh belakang and yell “get away from me”

When the feeling starts to come over you

Even korang ugut nak bunuh diri pun

The feeling wont just go away

And u can always berada di atas

And yeah there are people who

Never be down

For the rest of their life

Who knows

What comes next

Dan ada jugak yang berada kat bawah jer

Up until now

Smp they feel like giving up

Well I cant change that

But what can I say

Hang On Dude

Just Hold On

Ur day will come

It might be today

Tomorrow or even ten years later

:- ) WELL me too…having difficulty

To accept every bad luck that I have

But still got the strength to keep on living

Live my life.. and keep my foot moving..

I don’t know if I am too weak

I might be resting in PEACE now

R.I.P

Its raining outside..

Im looking through my window..

Its like the cloud can understand

What I feel right now..

My soul is full of sorrow and sadness..

To be proper, its actually the feeling of

Frustration !!!!!

Why is it so ??

Not sure though but the feeling

Is there which

I cant just throw it away

Or

Let it be there !!

I have too much complication

Perasaan yang ntah paper jer

Bercampur baur

Dari hari ke hari

And it turns out to be

A negative feeling

I wish when the rain is stopped

I can get the feeling of mine

Out of my way !!

p/s : apa masalah dengan aku..aku pun taktau..

GILER2 CUUUNNNN !!

8MP camera
3” full touchscreen with auto-rotating display
MP3 player
External memory capacity of 32GB
Wi-Fi™
Bluetooth 2.1

anyone nak taja aku ??

cepat2 sementara phone nie hot

kat pasaran..huahaha...

how i wish to be a millionaire !!

Jom Muhasabah Diri !!

WHAT DID I DO WRONG LAST SEM ?

Ponteng Kelas
( kerap jugak..daa lebih kouta

memonteng UiTM )
Terlalu bajet bagus dalam kelas
Terlalu open-minded
Terlalu menonjol untuk perkara

yg tak berilmiah
Selalu berlagak tahu bile lecturer

Tanya ada masalah
Buat hal dengan cik Haris

( wajar laa dapat c+ tort L )
Terlalu banyak makan fast food

( effect ke ?? tak kot !! )
Terlalu santai pada 3 bulan

pertama ( sampai taktau apa

yang belajar dalam kelas..
Hanya tahu bila masuk bulan

ke4 yang hanya tinggal
Satu bulan untuk Finals )
Buat kerja sambil Lewa
Makan banyak ( tak efek neh.. tenaga )
Kerap kali pergi putrajaya

( nie efek plg teruk..hahaha….salah PERT )
Kerap pg karaoke

( yg neh pun salah PERT )
Berangan ( oh the White…haha…

tak salah..pendorong neh )
Duduk blakang dalam lecture
( erm..daa badan besar..duk depan

blok permandangan orang lak.. )
Sebab kawan baik dengan AMINU

( yg ne btool..sejarah membuktikan
Kalo aku rapat lebih sket dgn die.

.mesti pointer aku down..
Die serap ilmu aku.. JAHAT … )
X buat tutorial
( sumer org pun macam aku neh.. hehe )

SETELAH DIMUNTAHKAN DI ATAS, RASANYA TAKDA

SATU PUN YANG EFEK GILER2
PROSES PEMBELAJARAN AKU..

SO TAK PERLU UBAH APE2 LAA..
MUNGKIN RESULT TERUK SEBAB TAKDIR KAN..
HAHAHA GILER PUNYER OTAK..
MEMANG DAA DASAR TANAK BERUBAH,..
NI LAA JADIK NYA..
PERT MSG, AJAK STUDY AWAL SEM DEPAN..
AYAT NIH DAH SERATUS KALI PERT

SEBUT DEPAN AKU..
MASA RESULT SEM LEPAS PUN DIA CAKAP

MACAM NEH..

TAPI TAK PERNAH BUAT..
KESIMPULANNYA, JANGAN BERJANJI

DENGAN RAHIMI NIE..
TERUK SESANGAT..
KALAU DIA JADIK AGENT RUMAH

SUATU HARI NANTI..
MESTI IKUT JEJAK RAHAYU NEH..
SUKA TABUR JANJI SUKAR TUNAI JANJI..
JANGAN MARAH YE PERT !!
AGAIN ALONG TAKUT NAK CEK RESULT..
AKU YAKIN DIA LULUS SEMUA PAPER NEH..
HAHAHA SEJAK2 DIA SETIA

DENGAN W-A-F-F-L-E..
SEMAKIN BERJAYA HIDUPNYA.. ( BTOL KER ?? )
HUAHAHA…POST NIE

DITULIS PUKOL 3.30PAGI..
DAA MAU TIDO INI..

ESOK KENA SOLAT JUMAAT NEH..
NIGHT EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!

There goes my dream
been dreaming to achieve
good result diz sem
but I FAILED to make it real
got the result ody
checked it twice if it was mine
yeah it was mine
beyond my expectation
daa agak turun tapi tak jangka smp
mendadak and terlalu drastic
penurunan tu,blh kate melampau
kalo buat graf nie,mmg cerun ke bawah
90 darjah laa,,tiada kompromi daa..
What do I feel ?????
K-U-C-I-WA
F-R-U-S-T ( dua kali menonggeng neh )
T-E-R-K-E-J-U-T ( bukan berok lagik daa, Godzilla terus )
S-Y-U-K-U-R ( hehe at least takda repeat )
Jeles laa dgn ajeerah, die dapat dL lagik
Nmpk gaya sem neh sijil dL
Pejabat takyah print byk la
Satu pun da cukup kot

Apart from that, got friends yang kena repeat
I know, although I wasn’t satisfied with my result
But I believe every shining cloud got its silver
For my beloved friends, korang cume x bnasib baik neh
Takpe don’t ever give up-try harder next sem-
Takdir da menentukan..
( chewaahh ayat pasrah )
Well, congrats tu BADAI !!
YOU HIT IT WELL LAA !!
0.01 Lagi Nak DL !!
Highest kategori lelaki so far
Congrats jugak for those yang lain
We have tried our best ( did we ?? J )
So just accept it walaubagaimanapun
Lets Shoot For 4.0 Next Sem ( i-m-p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e )

I don’t know what is exactly happening to me lately
I just feel like I am not myself (strange haa)
But what I exactly know is Im not a weirdo and crazy
I still can feed myself
Still can go out
Still can sleep
But apart from that, there’s something that bothering me
Which I don’t know what it is
Lots of undesired thingy happened to me
Which sometimes I could not cope with alone
Sometimes I need someone to hear my heart’s cries
Sometimes I need someone to cheer me up
But although there is, it wont solve my problem
Yeah, it might help a lil bit but not much
While the rest it totally depends on me
I need to figure out what is wrong
And find out the best solution to overcome it
However, I don’t have that strength to discover myself
It is like there’s something
Sort of like barrier upon discovery
The best words to summarize what I suffers
Right now would be
C.O.N.F.U.S.E ?
L.O.S.T ?
I AM SEARCHING FOR MY OLD SELF !!
HOW IS IT POSSIBLE FOR ME TO FIND MYSELF ??
I DON’T KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN WRITING
BUT ITS FROM MY HEART
NOT MY MIND
FROM MY SOUL
NOT MY MOUTH
AM I CRAZY ?