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Life never been easy ..

As much as i am happy with my job , 

As much as i am happy with my life , 

deep inside , i am tormented , disappointed .

i tried to look at things from different perspectives .

but it turns out deadlock , cannot find a way out .

back to square one , back to the old idea that i had in mind . 

i know it is never someone's job to please everyone .

it is not mine either .

but that's what i do best . 

well, at least that's what i think i could do best . 

i never put hope , because i know , at the end i would end up being sad .

but sometimes , i have to admit , i am not perfect .

i somewhat put hope , and of course i could expect the outcome .

so now i am in the state of overcoming the outcome . 

be strong and do not lose faith 

that is what i keep telling myself .

they say, just chill up and you will be happy.

well i chill up every time, i am happy on the outside .

but inside , i don't think people would understand.

when we don't complain ,

people think we are okay with everything .

but they don't know, we keep our mouth shut 

because we know , if we do complain ,

nothing will change , NOTHING .

because that's life .

you wont get what you want . 

Regards,

Syed Muzzamir

22

Assalamualaikum

Salam Hari Jumaat ..

Minggu ni dah masuk minggu kedua semester baru .. dan ni kira semester terakhir aku sebelum melangkah ke dunia pekerjaan .. insya Allah kalau semua okeh, bulan satu tamatlah riwayat aku di Uitm sebagai pelajar ..hari demi hari , ada benda yang membimbangkan aku , merisaukan aku ..

AM I READY FOR THIS ?

ATAU SOALAN YANG LEBIH COOL

AM I READY FOR ANTHING ?

Big question mark kat situ .. aku sendiri tak boleh jawab .. taktala melihat diri ni , yang macam rusa sesat je selalu .. kelam kabut .. serabai .. main main .. too playful .. bising .. segala gala yang negative .. unprofessional somehow .. apa aku nak jadi sebenarnya ?? ni krisis orang meningkat usia ke apa ??

Apa apa pun , kena berani dan belajar to be better dari hari ke hari .. you waste a day if you keep doing the same old thing you did yesterday .. this is what they said .. by the way, birthday aku baru lepas .. yang ke 22 .. and yes , ada surprise party .. haha .. kali ni memang menjadi .. sebab before this , aku macam boleh jangka kawan kawan buat surprise .. but this time around , I was So SURPRISED , it was surprisingly unexpected .. thanks kawan kawan .. and I got a present for myself .. last time reward diri sendiri tahun lepas .. fair enough right ?

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